DISMISSED

Feeling Alone Without The Woman
Whose Closeness You Never Knew
Is An Adventure Into The Unknown
And A Thing One Should Not Do

For A Romance That Never Happened
In A Life Devoid Of Love
What I Needed Was Affection
And A Tender Loving Hug

My Imagining That She Was Special
Was A Fantasy That I Had Dreamed
She Was A Macho Female
And She Was Never What She Seemed

Imperfectly I Tried To Take Her Higher
To The Places She Had Never Gone
She Constantly Bitched About My Behavior
When She Thought That I Was Wrong

No Matter What I Gave Her
To Help Her When She Was Down
She Rewarded Me With Insults
And Showed Me Her Favorite Frown

When I Attempted To Find A Common Ground
On Which We Both Could Stand
She Preferred To Stress Our Differences
And Rejected My Friendly Hand

Trying To Save Myself From Suffering
After A Bland Relationship Gone Bad
Is Like Attempting To Enliven A Party
When The Partygoers Are Sad

Suffocating From Her Own Self-Hate
Blaming Others For Her Combative Style
The Cancer Of Cynicism In Her Character
Has Been Growing For A Very Long While

Going Back To The Beginning
Is A Thought I Should Not Hold
Escaping From Her Meanness
Will Be My Future Goal

When I Wonder What She Doing Now
Or Remember Her Evil Ways
I Am Thankful That She Fired Me
And I Looking For The Better Days